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Thursday, November 20, 2008,12:04 AM
my heart won't let you go . & i need to let you know .
boring lah . help my mother . fucking boring can . talked to zhiren online , then he say he going to die cause at home very boring . luckily chalet coming . if not he really die uhs . i want to go zhiren house ! LOL .
went to meet alvin at his house downstair . then he keep saying i colour blind . wtf can . take bus go prime , then went to buy dinner . go meet clarence ouside his tuition centre . then went to arel's hosue downstairs to eat . wanted to call arel come down . but he nvr pick up the phone uhs . then disturb clarence . wtf . now he like so horny can . LOL . & he says my shirt is very nice . omg .
wait for my mother come , then go home . my mother fetch alvin home also . LOL .
i just realise , i didn't cherish what i had .
i miss you . & i really really do .
but what else i can do ?
i didn't listen to you , & i regreted for not listening to you .
i get into stupid troubles & you have to suffer with me .
i nvr wanted to lose you .
but after all these , i trusted you .
you wouldn't come back to me even if i die for you .
you wouldn't even care for me .
i still cry for you . but why .
i tried forgetting you . but ever time i try , it hurts me much .
so what if i've alr told myself to forget abt you .
but i just can't .
you asked me if i still like you , yes , honestly , deep down in my heart , i really really like you still .
nvm . you wouldn't even understand how i feel .
you don't even want to have anything to do with me .
maybe , loving you was alr a wrong choice .
i don't know . all i know is that i still love you alot / many .
when i miss you , you're not even missing me ):
i think , it's immpossible between the two of us alr .
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FINALLY 15 .